On 12/15/05, M wrote:
You know, I'm not sure that offended is the right word, but it hurts my feelings, yes. I'm not sure why, maybe because you didn't say why you won't be reading it, and my mind then has to make up reasons on its own. Also, myspace seems to be an important community to you, and I thought it would be nice if we could share that, and it hurts that you don't want to. You once mentioned that you liked how I could comment on your livejournal, and I thought this way I would be able to comment on your myspace journal.

My guesses are that there is some failing in me, like my words are too boring, or that I have somehow moved in on your territory, and you wanted a little space to call your own where I wouldn't interfere.

Whatever your reasoning, I can live with it. I think I'll just delete it though, because it just doesn't sound like any fun if you're not going to add me as a friend.

I'm sorry you didn't sleep last night. That totally sucks. I meant to go to bed early, and instead I stayed up late fucking around on the internet like a dumbass, so now I'm tired again.

Everything is really pretty here with frost on everything and a very red sunrise. Oh, that's weird. I just looked over and the sunrise was gone and the sky almost matches the color of the frost. That's nowhere near as pretty. Hmph.

Knocking on tons of wood over here, my period has gotten much easier. Today is day 6, so hopefully this will all be but a memory sometime tomorrow.

Love,
m

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From : K
Sent : Thursday, December 15, 2005 9:07 AM
To : M
Subject : Re: i just read your blog

You are *everywhere* on the net. And it bugs the shit out of me that you came to MySpace....you can comment in my LJ, so that reason for being on MySpace is bullshit. Also, just two nights ago you didn't *get* why people would even like MySpace...so what's changed, eh? E goes out for a night, I'm not online, and suddenly you have this intense need for an audience? I hate that. I read your when it's updated. I don't read Strawburygrl on diaryland anymore because I feel it's wrong of me to do so. I haven't a fucking clue if you've updated it because I don't go there. So yeah...I'm a little annoyed because there is no place in this world that I can call my own. Just because I said I wouldn't read your shit on MySpace does not mean you have to delete it. I don't care how good/bad you are of a writer. Write whatever you want, where you want. And just because I haven't accepted your friend request doesn't mean I won't. I NEVER accept ANYONE right away. Not even Jenni or Stefanie.

So there ya go....those are my reasons. You wanted to know.